my need of you......

I want you in my life
so much more then anyone else
I want us to be together
together forever
I want to be loved
for who I am not for who you want me to be
I want your love
no one else's
I want to feel your touch
soft in gentle like no other

I want to read your lips when you say
you love me more then anything
I want your lips to kiss me
for the very first time
I want to walk with you
hand in hand
I want your arms around me in front of all
so I feel safe in protected
I want you to hold me
just cause you can
I want you to hold me even more
when I cry

I want your arms around my waist
so they know that I’m yours
I want you to be there
when I need you most
I want to be able to trust you
so you keep my secrets deep inside
I want you to love me
for what’s on the inside not the out

I want you to tell the truth
no matter how much it hurts
I want you to say you’re sorry
when you do something wrong
I want to be with you
just you and me

I want your hand to touch my face
to dry up my tears
I want you to hold me
just cause you love me
I don’t want this relationship to ever fail or end
I hope and believe its destiny or nasseb as we say
For I have to be frank as there is no other way.

you and i were meant to be......

To my future husband Yusef:

I cannot change the way I am,
I never really try,
God made me different and unique,
I never ask him why.

If I appear peculiar,
There's nothing I can do,
You must accept me as I am,
As I've accepted you.

God made a casting of each life,
Then threw the mold away,
Each child is different from the rest,
Unlike as night from day.

So often we will criticize,
The things that others do,
But, do you know, they do not think,
The same as me and you.

So God in all his wisdom,
Who knows us all by name,
He didn't want us to be bored,
That's why we're not the same.

You and I were meant to be
God entrusted my fate to thee
You entered my life one sweet day
And the 3rd May , our fate, our pathway

My life has flourished in happiness
My feelings are so boundless
Your life and mine will truly bond
Our bodies and souls will truly bound

We will laugh, play, chat and pray
We will vent, snort, touch, and support
Miles and miles from across the sea
Our minds and souls have no boundary

What if we shared, we lived as one
Our hearts and souls would never famine
Our future sealed for us together
Eternity beckons, each other we treasure

When we live together, it is my dream
Our home will fill with laughter,
Mrs B at uni, teaching and researching
Mr B at work, listening and to the complaining
When we live together, Yusef how would you feel?
Or is my dream one without a seal?
When we live together, our worlds would unite
Minds, bodies and souls together so tight

Minds and dreams are wonderful, they excite
My mind has this dream, to you I write
Tell me, tell me, do you dream the same
When we live together, Mrs B, my new surname?


When we live together, these words will not lose
The true meaning of life, it's without taboo's
When we live together, these words from you
Would complete my life, and they are I DO.

In a timelesss era....

What we thought was love and happiness?

Is now gone all that's left is to move on.

Say goodbye and walk away.

Take your wounded pride put it aside.

The game of love you have lost.


Your broken heart is the cost.

Count your blessings and pray.

Maybe you will win at the game of love one day.

Just learn when to walk away.

You’re strong enough to say good bye.

Don't hold back its okay to cry love hurts sometimes

I want to be a lost poem in a stranger's coat pocket that conveys the importance of you,

To assure you of my desire,

To assure you of my dreams.

I want all the possibilities of you in writing.

I want to give you your reflection.

I want your eyes on me.

I want everything before you to follow us

And leave a trail behind us.

I want never to say good-bye to you,

Even on the street corner nor phone.

I want. . . . . . I want so much

I'm breathless.

I want to bring my power in a poem to burn a hole in your pocket,

So then I could sew it.

I want you to be distant and feel you close.

I want endless days when its day,

And nighttime never to end when its night.

I want all seasons in one day.

I want the sun to set before us,

And come up in front of us.

I want to think you're thoughts,

Because they're mine.

I want only what's urging you.

I want to get in the way of your barriers.

I want you to be tender like you do already.

I want to say we meet for a reason,

And I want that reason to be bigger then us,

And I want it to take over us,

I want to forget,

I want to remember us.

I want your smile always,

And your grimace's too.

I want your scare on my lips,

I want your disappointments in my heart,

I want your strengths in my soul,

And your soul in my eyes.

I want to believe everything you say,

And I do.

I want you to tell me what's best,

When I don't know.

When your lost,

I want to find you and drag you from the darkness.

A new life....

Very quietly I take my leave
As quietly as I came here;
Softly I wave good-bye
To the man of my dreams in the western sky.

For an online love that can never be
A broken family would result
And parent less children
Heartbreaking times simply beyond me

But one sided it was
Sad to have lost to love
Then to have never
Broken like a bird with nowhere to fly

A brand new man has come my way
And with him I will be
Love him not and knows it he
Both out of love but in need

Of each other to cure our past
And life worth living again
Will be as bright
A rainbow to follow we have

Hope is never lost so is said
My man will be only mine
For I cannot share
Though love so true

Will be mine again
Not completing me
From all chosen a husband
Complementing the vow

As I await to be in your arms
And be finally yours for real
Papers needed come to end
And our journey to commence

A true wife and partner
You can count on
You a husband I will embrace
Love you I will with all respect

Very quietly I take my leave
As quietly as I came here;
Gently I wave my hand to the past
Not even a wisp of ever having met will I bring away