Alone to cry
Alone to smile
Alone to die
And all the while
I'm Alone to wander
And Alone to live
Alone to ponder
What should have been
Alone to discover
A world full of pain
Childless with no siblings,father or mother
To chase away
The fears that i dream
of things that i should not say
But I'm Alone with my dreams
Alone each and every day
Alone to live
Alone to learn
Alone in joy
Alone in hurt
Alone in morning
Afternoon and the night
Alone without knowing
Alone in life
Alone I was born
And alone I will die
Alone walking through life
Alone Without pride
How are you satisfied
Living life like you do
When you know there is some one out there
Who could use a friend like you
No one will know how I live
No one will know who I am
No one will know how i felt
No one will ever give a damn
It’s no fun to be alone
To do everything on your own
To live with no recognition
No one to share my pride with
Wanting to have someone
To live my life with
But for now...
I will continue alone
And all alone...
I am always alone.
hello Lolitta
ReplyDeletefirst I am sorry for your loss. time ago I though I'm alone but in fact we are all alone.
have fun to be alone.
Welcome to blogging this is very touching. Although we may alone as in not have another human being to share life with but we are not alone as we have God in our heart! All the best Lolitta.
ReplyDeleteHighlander
Elton John - Friends
ReplyDeleteyoutube.com/watch?v=jSiRSvXBu00
You got friends, they will ease the pain, the movie itself is great.
Anon,
ReplyDeleteThanks.I am trying to move on and learning to have to live alone.
Highlander,
I have God in my heart otherwise Id have given up a long time ago. Thanks for commenting.
Musiclover,
Thanks for the link.
Yes ,I have friends but they all have families of their own,and I cant live with them nor live their lives for them,as I can only be a friend and nothing more..
Lolitta habibti-
ReplyDeleteI can feel what you're going through. I made it ,though the grief I went through still lingers even though I do a good job of hiding it,and you can land too.
When I'm alone and having nothing to do -I remember what I went through like an old movie being replayed over and over again. I had everything , a loving husband a beautiful daughter ,expecting another child and yes ,habibti it all vanished as if it never was.
It was meant to be . God has good things in store for you too.
All the best havbibti-
Salamat
Thanks Shahrazad.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry for your loss and terrible tragedy,at least you have your parents ,siblings and granny.I appreciate your concern and am grateful.
To my readers,
I am not whining ,just been through a lot and have found blogging my emotions via poetry,
thus sharing my emotions very beneficial.
I just need time to find my lost self again and am thankful for all your comments,which make me feel not so alone.