The woman in me.....

My love is so near in my heart
But hes in fact so far
I fear this love is pointless
But, something strong says it's not
Is he really worth fighting or praying for?
Is he really worth praying for?
I'm so confused
I don't want to make the wrong decision


I love him so much
I don't know what to do
He does accept me, but loves me not, I can tell
He's too afraid to say, it's so hard on him I feel
Especially with everything that gets in the way.
It's not as easy as I thought , for many will get hurt
A proposal I have been informed


Differences and struggles leaving all tragic past behind
Starting anew is no easy task
Especially after the pause ;long it is
A new life means happiness they say
Still cant visualize,knowing a turn I must take
The heartaches of my past still haunt me
Confiscating my new rainbow of hope
Amnesia is thought an illness, I so wish I had

Must leave my past and move on anew
A man in my life will give reason to live
For what is a woman without a man?
Love?Who said anything about such/
Respect and appreciation come first
As before fallen, broken and in despair all watched
The game of love is over
And a new era for me in the making

I pray I be once more a happy soul
For my dues to tragedy I paid in full
To be completed by a partner is no choice
For completed I am and he the addition
He’s the whipped cream on my dessert
Is how I will see things
How I wish my parents could see me now
Marrying for convenience and not for love
Foremost they’d wish me well
Though a loveless marriage was never their plan


We cant play God for the job too divine
As destiny and fate become entwined
The gent is a good man,so they say
A handicap we both share
Never would I believe marry not for love
He a Christian and I ,a born Muslim
Convert he agreed , a widow he is, childless too
A pair made in heaven
One never knows

Will he be my passionate storm
Electrifying , my body from its deep sleep with every single touch
Or will my burning lust all go to waste?
Lust is not all so they say
For life holds many hopes
The gentleman in waiting
A response I have I have returned
In that love has no deal
For a unity with respect we will share
And living alone will no longer be an ordeal